Tuesday, March 30, 2010

2X HAPPINESS

What makes me happy?
Walks in the rain
Reading a book
understanding that I am
learning who i am
i am
a black woman who does not know
who admits to being wrong without prove
a woman not weak in any fashion
strong but allowing to cry on some days and smile on others
trying to figure it all out
confused
loves to be loved
friend when you are not my friend
listen when time
talks when necessary
stops when asks
and pays when time
i am
a soul
that runs to freedom of life
a soul looking for a mate
you finish when i end
i feel you when you are away
i am
a woman
beautiful, black, sexy
nasty, yet sophisticated
educated, yet reserved
freak, yet loving
will fight if necessary but allow you to win
because really you are not worth it
i not going to get dirty for you
you are a waste of time
will sit, listen and observe before speaking your truth
speaking out of term is not lady like
a lady when necessary or rideordie- chose one
i speak ebonics
when needed, apply
i am
the one that cries for everything,
yet gentle
take me for who i am or don't take me at all
i am happy
i am me
i can only make me happy not you
i decide my destiny
my future
my goal
is there anyone who can say they are miserable
yes, because you are
make happy
make friends with yourself
make happiness you
i make happiness look good and make sadness want to turn the other cheek
i make me feel good and make me cry for the things that my heart is open too
i make my own decisions
whether good or bad
i learn from the experience
you don't have to agree
this is me
i can only live with me
i can only live for me
for me is who i am
thru the good & bad I love me
would i change to relive life again?
yes, but would settle for being me
you can change who you are, only if you want to
if you like it, I LOVE IT!!
i am learning to live me & no other
i am
i am
i am
a black strong woman who admits
the one that cries for everything,
learning who i am
a friend when you are not my friend
a lady when necessary or rideordie- chose one
what makes me happy?
walks in the rain
reading a good book
and
me
me makes me me