THINKING

YESTERDAY WAS THE FIRST DAY THAT I FELT LIKE A WOMAN, IN A LONG TIME. I FELT THE LOVE FROM A DISTANCE. I REALIZE THAT LOVE IS ALWAYS AROUND THE CORNER LURKING. A PERSON TOLD ME "SOMETIMES THE PRAYER THAT YOU PRAYED FOR TAKES SOME TIME TO COME AND THIS IS THE PRAYER THAT WAS PROBABLY FORGOTTEN" I DO BELEIVE THAT SOMETIMES THE PRAYER IS DELAYED UNTIL NEEDED. EVEN IF IT IS ONLY FOR ONE NIGHT!!!! ALLOW LOVE TO COME INTO YOUR LIFE, ALLOW LOVE TO FIND YOU, IT IS WAITING, WANTING, DESIRES YOU!!!! WHEN YOU FIND HAPPINESS, KEEP IT, APPRECIATE IT.

Success walks through your front door and looks for a place to live, it chooses your apartment to set up shop and your life to breathe….. breathe, breathe life into words that float in the air like pollen gets into your system to make you itch, breathe like CPR to dying man trying to catch the next word to life before death, breathe like the minister praying that he wants God to blow the breathe of life into your life so that you may live again, Breathe on me oh lord, breathe, breathe so that my brain will be full of thought, consciously waiting to be feed like the homeless on Thanksgiving day, this is the only day that me belly is completely full, full of substance, full of wisdom, full of teaching, breathing like it is my last breath, I need you, I need you words, I need your power, I need your , I need you, I need your life, I need your breath, breathe.

Looking

I was searching, fenning for love, walking aimlessly in every direction, waiting, patiently. Until I walked into a wall, and when I got up, the writing on the wall states, what you are looking for has always been in front of you all the time. As I walked away dizzy, I kept repeating has always been in front of me all the time. Repeating these words in my head, still looking but becoming impatient, not finding what I am looking for. When I got to my home, opened up the door to an empty home, I sat on my couch remembering the words that I read "what you are looking for has always been in front of you all the time" Since I had fell I went to the bathroom to see how my face looked and what I saw amazed me, I thought I was dreaming, I looked in the mirror and she who is me spoke to me, crazy and deranged, which is usually the case, she said,
I mean I said. "What you have been searching for, what YOU have been searching for is you, love you first and them second, You have been waiting for you for a long time. I am here for you." With tears rolling down my face, I realized that I missed the love that I use to give to myself, now I gave to others. Love me. I love me. I appreciate me. I was searching for love and found me, it's been right here, all the time.

Observation

My imperfections make me perfect

Passion

So, a friend & I went to a Bloodbath Poetry Slam at the Apache Cafe last night in Atlanta, and of course I have been to many of them in New York, the atmosphere of the people are crazy. The scores were crazy, BUT the thing that got me most was the how passionate each person was about what they had to say. Everyone should be that passionate about, what they have to say or what they do. In my opinion & mine alone, is that people become comfortable & stop being passionate about life. We should be on fire for what we do, stand up for it and die for it.

There are people who have died because of their passion, their love, in this day & age, why can't we. I have a big sister who told me that season that something was over and a lot of people did not want to hear that, but instead of falling back and doing what they wanted here to do, She went to the next level where her passion is growing.

Know what is your passion, your love, your muse, your life. What is your gift? How can I make it perfect not ok? How can I get there with a little bit of money, without hurting myself? Network & find a mentor? YES!!! Even over 30 people have mentor's. Find people who have like minds & brain storm with them. You may find out something that will help.

Fen for it, want it, research it and do it.

Bless

A Little History - The Wedding Dress

Did you know that during the time of Queen Victoria, that you could wear whatever color wedding dress that you wanted? The "White Dress" came along when the Queen wanted to be different and wear white lace. The women wanted to be "rich looking" for their big day, so everyone started wear the white lace wedding dress.
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A White Wedding dress was a Fashion Statement/Trend that was started by the Queen in the 1800's when marrying Prince Albert.
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White does not mean purity, it means Wealthy, Rich. White for a ceremony was actually worn as a color of Royal mourning
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the Tradition was to take a piece of the Wedding Dress for good luck, so people would just start ripping off pieces of the Wedding Dress and of course, there were alot of fights between the Bride & the guest,
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The custom of tossing the bouquet became an alternative to the old tradition of the "tearing of the wedding dress".
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it allowed the bride's gown to remain intact. It should not be forgotten that the lady who catches the bouquet is the next woman to be married.
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For all the women who want to wear an all Pink Wedding Dress, you can.

Hope that you learned something today!

Bless

Life

While talking to a new associate on Thursday, I realize that everyone in this world have a purpose and a reason for being here. I am glad that I am realizing my purpose, but I think that it does not stop here, I think there is more, I feel, I know that there is more & I going to do what I can, as fast as this year is ending, I am going to do what I can to make myself successful even if business fails, relationship fail, I am not going to fail me. I love me, I appreciate me & I am rich whether the money it there or not, I am BLESSED & thank the Father for what He has done for me in the past, present & future. I am thankful for the people that he has put in my life & taken out of my life. For the people that Love & Loved me and the people who dislike me or don't understand. I am going to be successful in Life, Successful for me.

Photos

I just added some new photos to Mojo Creations Facebook, check them out & tell me what you think, Here is just a taste. Become a fan & see more of Mojo Creations, I ship.

Enjoy!!

Tata for now!!

Father's Day

I give honor & blessings to Men who are no longer here. To Men who were real Father's by day and by night. To Men who are misrepresented, misunderstood, abused by society, taken advantage of, not appreciated. To Men who can handle being a Single parent; work, school and family; who will give not only their last, but the shirt off their back. To all the Family Father's who sacrified for their family and community. To the Father's struggling to make a $1 for their family and have to hustle everyday to put food on the table, but living. To all the Father's that raise children that are not even their's. For the Men who have made life changing mistakes and for the innocent who are paying for it with the cost of their soul that cannot be brought or sold. Forgiveness, Acceptance and love. To Men who know real love and love unconditional without recourse. To Men who despite all struggles & obstacles, come out like troopers when times are hard, Survivors of life, To not only Father's but Men. I give you honor, I give you forgiveness, I give you love. And to the Creator of our world, to my "Father" I Bless your name for giving me these man, I Praise your name for allowing me to know these Men, I love you for these Men. To Frederick J Ingram-McCauley may you rest in peace and English "Sonny" Williams who is my main Man - my Fathers. Love you and thank God for the love that you have shown me through the years. Again, I thank you, love you and appreciate you.

Ashay

New Day

Know that it is late, but, wanted everyone to know that the my First Bridal Show was wonderful and very exciting. The photos from the show are on Facebook. So go to Mojo Creations for business or Monique McCauley to show your love. Hopefully I will give you more updates sooner.

On the next update, Home Remedies for life.

Till next time: Eat, walk, live your dream. Do want God has designed for you to do. Love ya!!

X-CITED!!!

I told you guys that I was going to give you an update once in a blue. Well tonight, the sky is a Clear Blue. I am going to be an exhibitor at the 2009 Bridal Extravaganza at the Mall of GA on Sunday, April 19, 2009 at 2:30; admission is Free.

I am so Blessed, "that I can not tell it all". I am so appreciative of my Mother & Father. For their support, love & just being. It is so important to be nice to people regardless of gender or race, I think that is what is missing, Being Nice.

I have met so many people just by being NICE.

So I invite you to 1. Be nice, because you never know who you are going to meet 2. If you are in the ATL area on April 19, 2009 (after Church of course, Praise Jesus) come by.

Until next time. Be Blessed!!!

Update

I have been stepping out this year, so I have planned and coordinated 1 Wedding in New York, 2 Birthday parties and 1 Church event. I am proud that people are loving the memories that I create.

I plan in the year of 2009 to be the greatest that I can be, with school, and finally setting up a website to be introduced in July 2009.

I would like to thank everyone who cheered me on, prayed for me & loved me, from the start.

So if you have any events that you would like to have memories created, give me a call/email/shout, in order to assist.

Peace & Blessings