Looking

I was searching, fenning for love, walking aimlessly in every direction, waiting, patiently. Until I walked into a wall, and when I got up, the writing on the wall states, what you are looking for has always been in front of you all the time. As I walked away dizzy, I kept repeating has always been in front of me all the time. Repeating these words in my head, still looking but becoming impatient, not finding what I am looking for. When I got to my home, opened up the door to an empty home, I sat on my couch remembering the words that I read "what you are looking for has always been in front of you all the time" Since I had fell I went to the bathroom to see how my face looked and what I saw amazed me, I thought I was dreaming, I looked in the mirror and she who is me spoke to me, crazy and deranged, which is usually the case, she said,
I mean I said. "What you have been searching for, what YOU have been searching for is you, love you first and them second, You have been waiting for you for a long time. I am here for you." With tears rolling down my face, I realized that I missed the love that I use to give to myself, now I gave to others. Love me. I love me. I appreciate me. I was searching for love and found me, it's been right here, all the time.